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I really hate looking back on old LJ entries and realizing how good life was. how happy i was with that one certain person and how fast i blew that one up. i had plans for everything to be "perfect" and now its just.. shit. I was like in LOVE with him.. what an icky word.. but for real man. he was like that one i felt right with.. even if he wasnt HOT.. and he said the wrong things from time to time. he made me smile.. but now.. he hates me cause im an ass.. thats it <33 night