Feb 13, 2006 00:35
Lets recap...this week was pretty crazy. I had two tests on Friday, one in Accounting and the other in National Govt in the U.S. Both went well I think. I've been going to all my classes since the semester started and I'm pretty proud of myself. I know going to class is sort of expected, but last semester I was definitely not into it so I'm proud of getting back on track. The weekend was pretty cool too. Friday night the ladies and I went for a late night snack at Afterwords in Dupont and then I went to chill with Lil Ron for a bit. It was really fun to just get a chance to chill with my girls. I really love and appreciate my favorite pretty ladies. Its so funny how we are each so different and unique, yet we come together to create this crazy fusion of madness, fun, laughter, creativity, love, intelligence, wit, charm, and perfection. I really love those girls so much.
Saturday I worked all day and IT SNOWEDDDDDD!!!!! I think thats the first time its snowed all year. It was cool for about 5 minutes and then i was over it though lol. After work me and my lover went on an eternal quest for sushi in the snow. Highlights of the night include me falling on my ass in the middle of georgetown, the long ass walk down M street looking for a magical Sushi restaurant that didnt exist, finding a charming little Italian place in gtown and LOVINNNNNGGGG the food, and me and my lover just getting some v. necessary bonding time. THen I went home and fell asleep in my comfy ass bed...all by MYSELF, no cuddling, but thats okay because my lover made me realize that sometimes its okay to just be by yourself. I really dont need to have anyone else there to reinforce what I already know because I am strong and beautiful and smart and independent and I know all this. I still have a lot of growing to do and I realize this, and Im working on it, but I'm definitely on my way. Its exactly a month until Miami. A month from today I will be on the beach, and just knowing that makes me feel good inside.
Today was my last day at BCBG and it was pretty sad. I have a feeling I will be back there, but let me see how Barney's turns out and then i'll make some decisions. Valentine's day is on tuesday and I've decided that instead of being bitter I will be happy beause I have lived to see yet another year and I am alive (given that i'm still alive on tuesday lol i sure hope so!) on a day that celebrates love of each other and love of myself. I dont need a boy to tell me he loves me for me to feel loved on valentines day. I love myself, I love my friends, I love my family, and thats good enough for me! So, St. Valentine, for the first time in YEARSSSS I can say this Valentines day will truly be a happy one! Bring it on!