pictures of me, be excited.

[i_am_heidi]

I gave up and downloaded semagic to see if I could get it to work this way, since I have been trying for an hour to put pictures behind a cut with regular html codes and apparently I suck ass at html

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[i_am_heidi]

Aww, thank you so much. Like I told everyone else that commented, I really feel that I am ugly, like stand out in a crowd ugly, it's horrible. I wish that I didn't view myself like that, it would make life so much easier. I have amazing confidence though, which is weird, so people would never suspect that I feel that way about me when they meet me. My mom tells me that people are drawn to me because of the confidence that I give off and because I am beautiful. John tells me that when I walk into a room, I light it up and that people actually stop what they are doing to look at me, and I totally don't notice it. But I have been told that I have an infectious laugh, so it's funny that you picked up on that from the pictures. Thank you so much again, the more people tell me, the more I start to believe it, I think that seeing a psych will help a lot with the issues that I have.

But I do have to agree, I love, love, love my eyes. I really do like them because they pretty much change color depending on what I am wearing and because of my one eye being half brown and and half blue on my drivers license my eye color is listed as dichromatic, which I think is awesome. And I do love my hair. It grows super fast and does whatever I want it to most of the time. I have very few bad hair days because if I want it wavy I just let it dry naturally, put some product in it and I get that look that look that is so popular right now, or I can blow dry it straight and it will look awesome either way. The only problem with it is that it is super fine and super slick so it will slip out of clips, so if I want to put it back I have to use actual hair ties and it still starts to slowly slip out of it.

Anyway, I don't know if you picked up on this yet, but I tend to ramble sometimes. Ha. Thank you again for the compliment. One day I will be so much better about actually believing them.