Fuck this.
I really hate fighting. I hate fucking fighting.
He bitched to me about everything. I know I have made mistakes, a lot of them. I wish he would just shut his little mouth and go the hell away. He has officially ruined my life. Ugh.
Oh, god. I really don't know what to do with myself right now. It's not my fault he still likes me and can't move on. It's definately not my fault that I don't have feelings for him. It is my fault that I hurt him and broke his heart. It is also my fault that I don't want to remember the things I've said in the past. And he comes and bitches to me about what I have said and that I "don't remember" that I have said.
I wish I didn't have to eat my own words. I always say the stupidest things, and then they come back and hit me in the face. What is wrong with me? I am an idiot, but I already knew that. I just don't know when to shut up.
God, I hate myself for this.
He bitched to me about everything. I know I have made mistakes, a lot of them. I wish he would just shut his little mouth and go the hell away. He has officially ruined my life. Ugh.
Oh, god. I really don't know what to do with myself right now. It's not my fault he still likes me and can't move on. It's definately not my fault that I don't have feelings for him. It is my fault that I hurt him and broke his heart. It is also my fault that I don't want to remember the things I've said in the past. And he comes and bitches to me about what I have said and that I "don't remember" that I have said.
I wish I didn't have to eat my own words. I always say the stupidest things, and then they come back and hit me in the face. What is wrong with me? I am an idiot, but I already knew that. I just don't know when to shut up.
God, I hate myself for this.