Sigh.

[i_am_extracted]

Today has sucked. I haven't talked to Matt in two days and I have a feeling that he avoided me tonight because of his girlfriend. It kind of sucks to be blown off because you have feelings you can't make go away.

You're just damage control for a walking corpse like me.Where are all my best friends when I need them? Oh yeah. They're out replacing

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[liebedich4ever]

I know the feeling of being replaced, that's for damn sure. I know you're going through a nice big crappy time right now, and I can't promise things will get better because I don't predict the future, but I do know that life usually works it self out (for a while at least). We're all just trapped on this roller coaster and they're calling it life. Either way you can only go down so far before you start to go back up again. I can't make your life better, I wont lie and say that "every things okay" because it's not, if it were okay you would be saying "today was an okay day" and not "today sucked". I'm not going to feed you the bull shit people used to feed me when I was going through a rough time and I'm not going to tell you how you should feel and I'm not going to try and make you feel like you have to pretend to be happy just to make people feel like they've done a good job helping you.

but I am a good listener, and a realist, and someone who genuinely cares about other peoples problems (enough to not feed them said bull shit). you know where to reach me if you need me. and if you don't, no fear, I won't be offended. what ever makes you feel better dear.