Aug 04, 2004 17:49
The more i think about life.. the more i think..am i worth it? Im old enough to be doing more stuff then i do. Are my parents really worth pain? I try to make them happy...but everything i do just isnt good enough for them. The way i dress isnt good enough. my music is annoying, im going to wind up a coke driven rocker by the time im 30. Im a beach bum who spends time surfing and smoking pot. Im a punk who skates. I love that i am labeled...nothing better right? My piercings arent "conservative' enough for my jewish culture. All i really have to say is.. well I DONT REALLY GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE ABOUT WHAT THEY THINK OF ME! i guess im just my own person.. someone who is going to rely a lot on themself.
on a lighter note..im going out tonight..its been raining every day since ive been back from california...i had a blood test today... i lost 8 pounds in california...i fainted after my bloodtest from not having enough sugar in my blood. I have fillings tomarrow...im going surfing on friday...i miss california like fucking hell! im moving to san diego after highschool
im done.. bye
*jamie*
ps.. im a big ashlee simpson fan... have a problem? if you do .. FUCK YOU