Spoiler: may contain whining

[i_am_dude_man]

Much in the way an article will place warnings around spoilers so I feel too inclined to bookend the following with a warning of my own.

//Stereotypical Livejournal entry starts here//

My life is directionless. I putter from one activity to the next, fulfilling the bare minimum requirement to get by. I do all my homework but don't attempt to excel. I

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[anonymous]

i vote that you put more links in your AIM profile to this site. i didn't even realize that you've been posting this year... jerk. But anyways, are you going anywhere this thanksgiving? If not, we should do something like a death rally or duckpin bowling. i'll be home starting tuesday night, so give me a call or something.

But concerning this post, i feel like i can totaly relate with alot of what you're going through. This semester in particular i feel as if i'm trying to find just one thing i can do with the rest of my life that i'm both good at and enjoy... haven't come up with anything yet. i think its probably cuz as soon as i get the hang of something or maybe as soon as the excitement of the novetly wears off i lose interest.

This has led me to begin considering the following: maybe i'm meant to be a people person? As weird as that sounds, i fear it may be the case. It seems the one thing that i could do that would constantly grab my attention would be to be a councelor or like a youth minister in which my job would be to just help people. i must admit, i do enjoy writing quite a bit, but as soon as i run out of personal experiences to draw from, my writing takes a dive towards the boring and the flat-out bad.

So that's what i've been thinking recently. And right now i really wish i'd have taken that job at Spoffard this summer instead of stoopid Target. i am applying to become an RA next year though, which is very similar to a youth pastor especially here at Wheaton, so i'm really hoping that comes through. But one thing that i've definately realized is that i'm not cut out for the academic life.

Whoa, i've written alot more than i thought i had... i gotta go get some work done.

Peace.
mutantcheez