its may
Eh. I had an ok day. It was kinda boring, and several things arose that I think its best be left out of the journal. You know who you are, dont mess with me. Anyway. Its may....2nd and i couldnt be happier. School is almost out, and that can be good, and bad. Good because there is no more math, or science, or English (Mrs. Brown EWWWWWW), or....well thats about it. Bad because i will never get to see my bumblebee :( It broke my heart when I first realized that there is only like a month left of school. I hardly see her in school, and NEVER see her out of school. Except for the occasional party (thank you Nori and Kristin). If thats what it takes to see her, I will throw a party every day, but her parents wont let her come...just because im a boy. CURSE MY GIGANTIC, FREAKISHLY LARGE PENIS!!!! I really hope thae we could make this work over the summer. School has been so stressful for the both of us, and when its over I guess she will be happy,even though I wont, but that doesnt matter, as long as I never have to see her sad.....if I see her at all. ::sigh:: Im getting a little sick and tired of this. Too many people dont want us together, and try to PISS US OFF. The sad part is that its working. I have never been pissed at anyone, but I have kicked ALOT of peoples asses. Im not afraid to do it again. If anyone reading this even things of hurting her, then i will find out, and personally see to it that the only thing being hurt is you....forever. So leave us alone, and let us be happy. Man, im really pissed. This whole thing is so stressful. Wish I could just spend one day with her. I cant stand having the happy feeling of seeing her in between classes, then having that god damn bell ring, and losing her. It sucks. I wish her parents would cut her some slack. Shes responsible enough. But I cant help that. I just hope we get through the summer, hopefully someone will have another party or something, ill try and have one as much as possible.
I love you, so much.
I love you, so much.