Oct 07, 2004 16:14
im not gonna lie. i like od better, but i still havent forgiven them for losing everything. so ill remain bitter and do a little update here.
i love bu. im so happy here-- this is what college is supposed to be. dont get me wrong i had my share of good times at syracuse, but i feel right here. i know it was a good move.
ive made a good amount of quality friends here. my roommate, natasha, is so chill. and my neighbor/unofficial roomy, emily, is a blast. we're gonna try and room together spring semester after we get the boot from the hyatt (yes a fancy pants hotel). hopefully itll work out.
so let's see. today i had class from 8:30 - 11. it was a good class- went by fairly fast surprisingly. in between classes i went to smg to the starbucks and get a frappacino. i needed to stay awake for once in my life in my history class, so that was my answer. so i did some work outside of the com building in the sun. it was such a beautiful day. then i went to history.
afterwards me and kristi met up with emily outside of warren. we had lunch with pete too. i strayed from my everyday lunch of a tuna sandwich cuz the sandwich line was far too long for my liking. i went with the burrito. it was dec. emily and i have decided we're going to "stop being whores" and start working out. normally i have better control when it comes to food but i havent been trying lately, so i figure i need to make up for my lack of control in that department by exercising. maybe itll teach me a lesson and ill stop eating crap. i hate exercising. despite the fact we have a lap pool and a little fitness area, we're prob gonna do tae bo =X ah well.
lunch was hilarious. we're such weirdos. pete was spitting out his rice and we were talking about how someone probably took his laundry out of the machine and pissed on it since he wasnt there to get it as soon it was done. *sigh* i guess u had to be there. im a little confused as to why lindsey wasnt there. she claims she had class at 2 but that doesnt fly considering she normally gets lunch with us one tues and thursdays.
im meeting up with frank in about an hour and a half. we're going to this memoir reading thing at com. we're writing memoirs in our com writing class, so we got a flier for it and we're figuring maybe our professor will spot us there and think we're good students. im writing my memoir about something that happened in rome. writing about it makes me want to go back so fricken much. it was such an amazing experience.
there's a showing of murau's Last Laugh and Nosferatu at harvard on sat and sun night. and i kinda wanna see if aj will go with me. i should last laugh another time so i can write my paper and not bother spending time trying to rent it and i relaly wanna see nosferatu. maybe he'll wanna be filmy with me. supposedly we're going shopping this weekend but i dunno if he'll remember/keep his word.
ok so i dont like him i swear. well im gonna keep a "pseudo-crush" as emily puts it. cuz sometimes he's cute with me and i cant help but enjoy it. i just wont let myself get too excited and overanalyze it too much-- cuz that only ends up in annoyance/frustration/pain/etc. ps i got two hugs two days in a row. one on tuesday when i let him use his phone to find his that he lost. and then another on wednesday when we saw each other in front of com. it was so random, but it was a good time.
ok enough of that crap cuz i dont like him!
me and mike were supposed to hang out like all weekend and it fell thru big time. he couldnt come in fri. i was home sat and was gonna sleep over and go to sturbridge village with him sunday but it was fricken 10:00 pm and he was in maynard -- was i supposed to wait around for him? i had that weird anxiety in the pit of my stomach and i didnt know what it was about. i was anxious to get back to the hotel even tho i knew people prob wouldnt be hanging out or doing anything special. [i never was anxious to get back to syracuse. happy to see people, but never anxious- if anything i was anxious cuz i wanted to stay home longer.] so i ended up calling him and saying i was gonna go do work and not chill. i felt bad after, even tho i knew i did the right thing. too many times ive waited around for him and worked around his schedule. and ive finally gotten over him and i felt myself slipping into how i used to be so it was good for me to go to the hotel.
plus emily was having a shitty day so we could be unhappy together. all in all it was a relaxing weekend. friday night emily and i chilled in her room and drank a little bit. then watched mean girls in kristi and doreen's room, even tho they werent there, with zach, air force mike, pete, fran, and sarah. saturday night i went home to have dinner with elena. i went over to house and chilled with her and daniel and we got shanghai. i started getting the anxious feeling while we were watching starsky and hutch and elena noticed i was tired so she offered to stop the movie so she could take me home. when i got back to the hotel me and emily vented then proceded to watch several episodes of sex and the city with christie and lindsey.
sunday i procrastinated and played nintendo 64 with franklin. then i went home for a few hours for dinner and i got some work done. so that was my weekend.
ok i actually want to keep going but uh im gonna maybe do some work, cuz that would be the right thing to do.
peace
-jb-