stir-fry day
stir-fry is the only food i get excited about/look forward to at sadler. it's decent. i just had some and it was good.
today i skipped french so i could make my RA interview. it went really well. i wasnt nervous or anything and didnt need to stumble for answers. im happy i have it over with and that it went so well.
ok i do my best to stay pessimistic-- esp about guys. im like hesitant to ever say i like someone. cuz normally when i get excited about like anything i get my hopes up and they have nowhere to go but down. which makes it seem like im a super negative person but it's how i am and im doing my best to save myself from getting hurt. unfortunately ive gotten excited about the thought of maybe hearing from/hanging out with that casey kid. and it's rediculous cuz we've barely had a conversation. im anxious for him to call and it's pissing me off. i dont like being like that and on my toes waiting u know? ill prolly give him a call tomorrow if i dont hear from him. but i dunno like im thinking about what to wear and stuff which may be a typical thing but like i dont even know the kid and he oculd turn out to be an ass but im planning outfits for dates. blah. i dont know that im making sense. but the point is im starting to get my hopes up over this kid that i barely know. and i dont like it.
i saw pictures of my new cousin, maya. she is soooo cute! heh she has chubby cheeks (i sent pics to tegz and she imed me and wa slike, "the cheeks! the cheeks!") i wish i could see her. may will do tho. =)
today after philosophy discussion i ran into my brother. it was the first time ive ever run into him on campus. just interesting.
ok im gonna pretend im gonna go do something productive now. i hope it's not just make-believe but whatev ill prolly sit and waste time like i always do. its a sickness i tell you.
today i skipped french so i could make my RA interview. it went really well. i wasnt nervous or anything and didnt need to stumble for answers. im happy i have it over with and that it went so well.
ok i do my best to stay pessimistic-- esp about guys. im like hesitant to ever say i like someone. cuz normally when i get excited about like anything i get my hopes up and they have nowhere to go but down. which makes it seem like im a super negative person but it's how i am and im doing my best to save myself from getting hurt. unfortunately ive gotten excited about the thought of maybe hearing from/hanging out with that casey kid. and it's rediculous cuz we've barely had a conversation. im anxious for him to call and it's pissing me off. i dont like being like that and on my toes waiting u know? ill prolly give him a call tomorrow if i dont hear from him. but i dunno like im thinking about what to wear and stuff which may be a typical thing but like i dont even know the kid and he oculd turn out to be an ass but im planning outfits for dates. blah. i dont know that im making sense. but the point is im starting to get my hopes up over this kid that i barely know. and i dont like it.
i saw pictures of my new cousin, maya. she is soooo cute! heh she has chubby cheeks (i sent pics to tegz and she imed me and wa slike, "the cheeks! the cheeks!") i wish i could see her. may will do tho. =)
today after philosophy discussion i ran into my brother. it was the first time ive ever run into him on campus. just interesting.
ok im gonna pretend im gonna go do something productive now. i hope it's not just make-believe but whatev ill prolly sit and waste time like i always do. its a sickness i tell you.