ok my b-day
ok guys i really need help!well i sorda know two secrets for my b-day i know that my mom is gonna have a surprise b-day party for me but shhh its a surprise!!and i know another one but i think ill keep it to my self cause it the bestest thing that could ever happen on my b-day so im gonna be so surprised even though i know thats what im getting!so any ways i need some moral support and advise!
heres the situation i love sean and thats known but!!!!i really like jacob. and i sorda made a list of things i like about them both lets say jacob was in the lead by the fourth thing. and i made a list of bad things and sean was in the lead at the third thing. so yea i will just forget about the list . im gonna focus on what i want and what advise i get and i will go from there . but the thing is when i found out that jacob ran away i immediately crie i cried and i felt like shit then i seen he was back and i was as happy as a little kid getting a pony!i couldnt wipe the smile off my face. in a way i felt really bad that i wasnt happy that sean was around and when he left things sorda fell in place and i was happy and i was in a wonderful mood ! i mean that doesnt happen often as you all know . im usually the depressed bitch and every one thinks im mad at them i guess when amber was around i could tell her my problems and she always had solutions tht made me happy. and well she gave me her opinon and in a way i wanna go with what she said. well you all know that me and sean are constantly arguing we cant stop arguing and thats a problem. my question to all you guys are whats your advise.and i have a question for you all would you rather have a guy tell you your beautiful then tell you dman your hott. and shit like that? just a question and just answer with your honest opinon. k
love always
shannay
love ya all......xoxoxo
heres the situation i love sean and thats known but!!!!i really like jacob. and i sorda made a list of things i like about them both lets say jacob was in the lead by the fourth thing. and i made a list of bad things and sean was in the lead at the third thing. so yea i will just forget about the list . im gonna focus on what i want and what advise i get and i will go from there . but the thing is when i found out that jacob ran away i immediately crie i cried and i felt like shit then i seen he was back and i was as happy as a little kid getting a pony!i couldnt wipe the smile off my face. in a way i felt really bad that i wasnt happy that sean was around and when he left things sorda fell in place and i was happy and i was in a wonderful mood ! i mean that doesnt happen often as you all know . im usually the depressed bitch and every one thinks im mad at them i guess when amber was around i could tell her my problems and she always had solutions tht made me happy. and well she gave me her opinon and in a way i wanna go with what she said. well you all know that me and sean are constantly arguing we cant stop arguing and thats a problem. my question to all you guys are whats your advise.and i have a question for you all would you rather have a guy tell you your beautiful then tell you dman your hott. and shit like that? just a question and just answer with your honest opinon. k
love always
shannay
love ya all......xoxoxo