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I don't really have much to say, today, as it would appear. However, I feel strangely obligated to make a replay. My subconcious is playing a game with me, and I feel rather guilty. So... this is both universal, and individual: I'm terribly sorry...
So, today was... nothing to write home about. I was awoken by a phone call, much like a couple other days this week. I can't say I didn't like the call, because it really made me feel... well... loved. I'm incredibly stupid, and I've realized the several faults I've made. I've got the week to think, and there'll be a lot of that, I can guarentee you that much. I'm not sure if it's pathetic, but it seems only one aspect of my life has been the foucs of this years vacation. It's not that I expected any different, but I'm somewhat... amazed at how much really came put of this, both the good and the bad. I've totally forgotten about the rest of my life, but, truth be told, nothing else exciting has happened. But still... I've totally come to terms with myself, and everyone else, and I've achieved nirvana. I was selfish, and moreso blind, and I let my greed take over, whice ultimately made me.. not myself, or at least, not who I wanted to be. So, the finger's are in my direction, and I accept that in light of my actions.
Ok, I lied.. I guess I did have a lot to say...
Happy Birthday Rob... a little late... I gotcha something I'm sure you'll like... but it's not quite ready. But whatever... call me when you get back.
So, today was... nothing to write home about. I was awoken by a phone call, much like a couple other days this week. I can't say I didn't like the call, because it really made me feel... well... loved. I'm incredibly stupid, and I've realized the several faults I've made. I've got the week to think, and there'll be a lot of that, I can guarentee you that much. I'm not sure if it's pathetic, but it seems only one aspect of my life has been the foucs of this years vacation. It's not that I expected any different, but I'm somewhat... amazed at how much really came put of this, both the good and the bad. I've totally forgotten about the rest of my life, but, truth be told, nothing else exciting has happened. But still... I've totally come to terms with myself, and everyone else, and I've achieved nirvana. I was selfish, and moreso blind, and I let my greed take over, whice ultimately made me.. not myself, or at least, not who I wanted to be. So, the finger's are in my direction, and I accept that in light of my actions.
Ok, I lied.. I guess I did have a lot to say...
Happy Birthday Rob... a little late... I gotcha something I'm sure you'll like... but it's not quite ready. But whatever... call me when you get back.