Tests and Confusion oh joy
I wrote out most of this except pretty much the intro in last period today becuase I was bored... Finals are going well but that's not what concerns me. Also welcome to anyone who's reading this for the first time and welcome to this nice little article for you.
Yay, I'm probing myself, so if you don't want to read then don't. If you do then please hang on. This one is going everywhere.
Where am I? Today my emotions took a blow, well maybe they did, I'm not sure. Such an annoying mixture of pure infatuation (hidden of course) and pure... eh let's call it desperation invaded my spirit. There seems to be a major conflict going on somewhere in my being. My head seems to be working fine. I think my emotions are blasting each other for once rather then my head. My heart usually tends to be single-minded and I don't feel like this often and gezz becuase of this I got myself confused about myself oy. Just writting about this seems to be helping so I guess I'll continune
Well Basically it's my "Aura" I think. It seems to shove most people away whether they know it or not and prevents me from getting to know that person. It appears part of my heart (Thanks in no-part to these new found feelings.) is trying to find a way around this little issue while another part of my heart appears to be against it worried about me getting emotionally hurt. These mixed feelings are being sent right up into my head confusing it so I don't know what all is going on.
Hmmm. I think because of this I'm starting to understand those who seal up their emotions. I doubt I'll go that far. Chances are I'll simply remove this infatuation from my head before I confuse myself too much. *sigh* makes me wonder what all is going to happen now. Oh well I'll leave you all with this one note...
LOVE SUCKS
Yay, I'm probing myself, so if you don't want to read then don't. If you do then please hang on. This one is going everywhere.
Where am I? Today my emotions took a blow, well maybe they did, I'm not sure. Such an annoying mixture of pure infatuation (hidden of course) and pure... eh let's call it desperation invaded my spirit. There seems to be a major conflict going on somewhere in my being. My head seems to be working fine. I think my emotions are blasting each other for once rather then my head. My heart usually tends to be single-minded and I don't feel like this often and gezz becuase of this I got myself confused about myself oy. Just writting about this seems to be helping so I guess I'll continune
Well Basically it's my "Aura" I think. It seems to shove most people away whether they know it or not and prevents me from getting to know that person. It appears part of my heart (Thanks in no-part to these new found feelings.) is trying to find a way around this little issue while another part of my heart appears to be against it worried about me getting emotionally hurt. These mixed feelings are being sent right up into my head confusing it so I don't know what all is going on.
Hmmm. I think because of this I'm starting to understand those who seal up their emotions. I doubt I'll go that far. Chances are I'll simply remove this infatuation from my head before I confuse myself too much. *sigh* makes me wonder what all is going to happen now. Oh well I'll leave you all with this one note...
LOVE SUCKS