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Feb 27, 2007 07:40

I’m tired of people, friends, family, and co-workers asking me oh when are you and Jeff going to get married or telling me you guys are going to get married…..

NO!
No we aren’t……. we are not getting married. Don’t ask me why not or how do I know. I just do, I know. I don’t want to hear oh you are wrong b/c I am not wrong. It’s not that he don’t love me b/c I know he loves me ( I think). I don’t live with him either it’s his apartment and not ours. I am just staying with him like I said I was almost a year ago. Just staying b/c I couldn’t get a job in the rinky dink town that I lived in and till I save enough money to get a car. Just staying not living! I don’t know if he wants to live with me and don’t want to think or talk about it with any one. All you need to know is no we aren’t getting married and no we don’t live together. Thanks no more questions please…

On that note I begin what I originally wanted to rant about. Life! We all wish that we could know the future or wonder what’s going to happen or how our lives are going to turn out. When in reality deep down inside we don’t. It’s kind of like Christmas when you want to know what your parents got you so bad you peek ( not me I never have ) but when you find out it kind of ruins it and takes the fun out of it. That’s life. You don’t need to know b/c if you do you will try to change it if it’s bad when the fact and matter is if it was meant to happen it will happen one way or another. When you do know , good or bad, you wish that you didn’t know b/c you are left feeling empty or upset or it ruins the surprise. Like you I want to know if something bad is going to happen but think of it this way if we do find out we are left expecting the worst at all times forgetting to have fun and forgetting to be happy. God wanted every thing in life to be joyful and great but life didn’t turn out that way and we don’t always have luck or have the best events to happen in our lives but if we couldn’t handle it he wouldn’t let us live life like this. Every thing happens for a reason. Bad things happened as do good things and life is better not knowing. Just love the ones around you while you have them and respect and appreciate them no matter what b/c any thing could happen. You never know how much time you have with a person but you need to enjoy every minute so you aren’t left with any regrets. Live your life while you can b/c if goes by fast. Enjoy every thing and do what you can to make you and every one around you happy. We all need to realize what we do have and be happy with it.
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