graaah!
long has it been since i went over the whole flavia and craig thing, and i like to think of myself as being over that. actually, i am, i just thought about it, i bare no resentment to either of them. i mean not that some of the crap was actually stuff i should have been pissed about, but fucking hell if people only got pissed of over sensible stuff the world would be alot more fucking simple, thats for damn sure.
ANYWAY, now having to deal with craigs inherant interest in sophie is just fucking me up, that boy needs to find his own interest, not just gor for mine. how the fuck do i tell him, oh thanks for fucking up the perfect chance for me to ask her out? actually that sounds about right. gah, i had 3 perfect chances that he screwed up. THREE! some people never get one, i got three and he came in and ruined it EVERY TIME. on the way home he was hanging off her, and they got lost behind us, with john. so john calls me and says, omg we lost, so i come back and lead the way, and i look at him hanging on her, so i turn to walk away, and as i do she grabs my hand and smiles at me. i swear to god my heart skipped a beat, and all she did was touch my hand and smile, so as she goes to walk away, he wouldnt let go. she tried to pull herself away and hes so *something very fucking rude* that he held on tighter and she couldnt get away. i had to walk off or i wouldve smacked him, and everyone knows i am not that kind of guy.
i should just talk to him, tell him he fucked up one of the only proper chances im going to have to ask her out since shes at uni, and only comes back during holidays. and when shes back she works mostly, so that being the first time ive seen her in nearly a year, that really was my only chance. until summer anyway, but she might find someone by then, shes a good looking girl, and shes gotten offers already. its only a matter of time.
gaah, craig you twat, and you wonder why i dont wanna talk to you. everyone else said to me they couldnt believe you. and you asked her if you could stay at hers!! the second time youve ever met the girl! you dont even know her surname, you called her sophie all night and thats not even her name, i just call her that.
i spent months mothering you over flavia when you knew i liked her too, and now youre doing it again? fuck that, i was so fucking nice last time, i helped you instead of helping myself, and i am not fucking doing it again, this time im gunna be a dick and im going to look out for myself mate, good luck.
ANYWAY, now having to deal with craigs inherant interest in sophie is just fucking me up, that boy needs to find his own interest, not just gor for mine. how the fuck do i tell him, oh thanks for fucking up the perfect chance for me to ask her out? actually that sounds about right. gah, i had 3 perfect chances that he screwed up. THREE! some people never get one, i got three and he came in and ruined it EVERY TIME. on the way home he was hanging off her, and they got lost behind us, with john. so john calls me and says, omg we lost, so i come back and lead the way, and i look at him hanging on her, so i turn to walk away, and as i do she grabs my hand and smiles at me. i swear to god my heart skipped a beat, and all she did was touch my hand and smile, so as she goes to walk away, he wouldnt let go. she tried to pull herself away and hes so *something very fucking rude* that he held on tighter and she couldnt get away. i had to walk off or i wouldve smacked him, and everyone knows i am not that kind of guy.
i should just talk to him, tell him he fucked up one of the only proper chances im going to have to ask her out since shes at uni, and only comes back during holidays. and when shes back she works mostly, so that being the first time ive seen her in nearly a year, that really was my only chance. until summer anyway, but she might find someone by then, shes a good looking girl, and shes gotten offers already. its only a matter of time.
gaah, craig you twat, and you wonder why i dont wanna talk to you. everyone else said to me they couldnt believe you. and you asked her if you could stay at hers!! the second time youve ever met the girl! you dont even know her surname, you called her sophie all night and thats not even her name, i just call her that.
i spent months mothering you over flavia when you knew i liked her too, and now youre doing it again? fuck that, i was so fucking nice last time, i helped you instead of helping myself, and i am not fucking doing it again, this time im gunna be a dick and im going to look out for myself mate, good luck.