Dec 22, 2005 03:28
wooooo nearly christmas!
got the two resident evil films today, and watched them both already, zombie films rock.
ive decided to put the comic on hold purely for research purposes. ive got questions about parts of the story which i dont even have answers to yet, and which pose some pretty rediclous plot holes for some points.
im going to get me a copy of steven hawking's theory of time, since time is a pretty important part of the story.
ive also had ideas which i believe will enrich the story itself, but i need to think about them properly, and not throw them in simply because i think theyre cool.
ive also been thinking about how to go about the different questions that the story will raise. one which im still undecided about is the idea of the human psyche, and whether i want to go down the path of human thoughts being a chemical process, an electrical process or indeed the idea of a plane of thought. interestingly enough the word psyche dirives from the greek word meaning breathe. the word itself is actually a synonym for the greek word for soul, and im not entirely sure if i want to go down the God bothering road. i dont fancy making it a story about the interconnections with people and God. being a beliving, but loose catholic myself i would have the information available, but do i really want to put another in-the-search-of-God story out there? i think not.
agg, and im still trying to remember what you would term a concept like war as. i mean, if a computer is a physical object, the flu is a viral infection, and i am a living being, what the fuck is war?? a concept? a state of some sort? arg, i cant belive im trying to figure this out at twenty to four. no wonder it doesnt make sense!
also, the sketches of war are coming out CRAZY. i love how death looks though, and i love his story. wahahaha, who ever knew this idea would ever actually come together?
i dont ever really remember enjoying learning as a child, i either got what they told me or i didnt, and when i got something i never really forgot it. my teachers always put the same thing on my report cards:
caleb has an incredible ability when it comes to this subject, but he is extreamly lazy during lessons and has been caught sleeping during lessons on more than one occasion.
the sleeping thing came up at least once every year, and it is soooo true, im so lazy when it comes to working. but now that im out of schooling, im reading more than ever, and i get through a couple of books a week. ive reread my entire book collection in the past few months. how is it now that im not at school, ive got a better grasp of the work they tried to teach me?
i mean, for fucks sake, ive taken to reading pshychology papers on the study of the human psyche. im getting a copy of a brief history of time tomorrow to make sure i know what im talking about.
was i simply so against listening to someone else telling me what to do that i just ignored them? was i really that much of a twat as a child? why did i refuse to work for so long and get the grades when it actually mattered? or was i simply incapable of the work they gave me? i definately should have revised SOMETHING when i was there. im honestly not that bothered about it now, it just interests me to wonder why i behaved as i did. i mean next year ill be going to university and probably to study business which doesnt interest me even slightly, but i want a back up. some thing to fall back on.
ah shite, its 4am. ive gotta go and get the turkey tomomorrow, woooooooo turkey! ahahaha, im such a kid at christmas