...*tear*
well.. today I woke up an hour late, so that sucked.. then when I got to school I sat in the gym and waited for my love.. but he never came =( *tear* so the day was pretty boring.. but I finally understand what is going on in chem... I think..but I could be wrong, as usual. lunch was kinda... yeah.. I don't really know.. I am really depressed.. I have a feeling that my grandpa is going to die. I don't know.. I know it is really mean to say this, but I don't know if it will affect me all that much.. I could be completely wrong and cry for days like I did with my grandma, but who knows.. I have changed a lot since then. My dad doesn't want me to go to school tomorrow, but I really want to.. yeah Iknow it is dumb, but I would much rather go to school and then come home and be by myself for awhile or go to my loves or somehting.. Blah. I don't know what to do anymore.. Oh well. I am going to go try to do something with myself.. bye loves(those of you who deserve to be called love)
<3<3NICK<3<3 <-I LOVE YOU!!
<3<3NICK<3<3 <-I LOVE YOU!!