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so much has changed.. a lot of it was for the better, but I miss so much. I don't hang out with a lot of the people that I used to... I miss church and stuff, but I feel like if I go back it is going to be so much different and I don't know.. I am just scared to go back.. but I do miss the people, like David and Glenn and as much as I don't want to admit it, Id o miss Christian.. he did a lot of stuff to hurt me and Chalisa and Molly, but I don't know.. somehow I feel like he helped me.. I don't know.. and everyone has changed so much.. things are goin gtoo fast for me. I don't know what to do anymore.. I have nothing to be depressed about.. my life is going great! I have Chalisa and Molly there for me, and me and Nick are dating, and Brandon is one of my best friends now. I dunno.. I guess I am just not very positive and I think about all of the bad things instead of the good.. I don't even know why I typed this out.. I probablly just sound like I am looking for attention.. oh well..