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i hate the world we live in.
i especially hate myself.
this isn't one of those lame "i hate myself cut my wrist and watch the blood flow down the shower drain." NO! i really don't like me. i dont know what to do with myself. Im hanging on, but to what? i dont know.
i just want someone. someone to let me know, with all sincerity in their heart, that this world is worth living in. after that, its up to me to decide whether i want to be in it or not.
p.s. im not joking. i just want someone to notice me.
i especially hate myself.
this isn't one of those lame "i hate myself cut my wrist and watch the blood flow down the shower drain." NO! i really don't like me. i dont know what to do with myself. Im hanging on, but to what? i dont know.
i just want someone. someone to let me know, with all sincerity in their heart, that this world is worth living in. after that, its up to me to decide whether i want to be in it or not.
p.s. im not joking. i just want someone to notice me.