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[i_am_adonia]

I feel like shit today.
I missed my meds last night and it makes me feel really crappy.

I have been fighting a constant war inside myself.
Neither side is winning, just a constant fight.

I need to talk to him and he won't listen.
I don't want to make him listen if he doesn't want to but I need him too.

I am sorry that I am pissing everyone off but, I have no excuse.
Sorry.

I love you all, you all remember that ok.

I think I am gonna take a bath now.