Mar 12, 2006 00:04
I miss Decatur...not really the place but the people that populate it.
I miss my family, I totally took for granted that at 40 min. or less I could see any of them.
Today I realized that whether I want to be or not...I'm all grown up.
I have a husband and a child and this wonderful little life that I live.
Instead of hanging out with friends and partying on Friday night...I'm finishing dishes from dinner(that I cooked) and doing laundry while the baby sleeps. It's hard for miss party girl me to realize that I'll never go out to the clubs and go crazy till the sun comes up. The highlight of my weekend is being able to cook one meal without the baby getting upset...or witnessing some funny face or laugh that the she makes. My life couldn't be more different that what I thought it would be. I'm not upset, or mad, I'm just a little baffeled on how life works.