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This past week has been pretty hellish. Shaun's car got impounded, so I've been helping him deal with that and trying to get my PA license/registration as well... because, well.. I don't need my car impounded too.
I'm sick again. Feels like a sinus infection, so I'm going to have to go to the doctors and get anti-biotics again. Blech. I'm sick of being sick.
Nothing else seems important enough to write about.
Met a creepy guy at Melt. Well, I should say I meet many creepy guys at Melt. This one in particular is disturbing. Wouldn't let me call him a cab because he'd had a few too many.. but wanted me to drive him home. I politely declined and asked him to leave if he was going to drive himself home... aaand he kept asking for my number. Eventually the woman I was working with just said, "GIVE HIM YOUR NUMBER AND GET HIM OUT OF HERE" And like an ass, I wrote down the right number. Aaaand he calls/texts me all the time. I answered once. The other day he came into Melt and plopped himself down at a Bistro table... but not without giving me a hug. And he sat at the table closest to the Hostess stand and faced me. I even had managers coming up to me and asking me if he was making me uncomfortable. He was. Tim and Tony fixed it. Well, they glared at him a couple seconds later he was leaving. Good. He called me again today and left me a voicemail. I'm not calling him back. He sent me a text today that said, "keep your ta-ta's warm :)" Umm.. Sorry... but no. No way.
I'm meeting a lot of guys lately. None that I'm interested in though. Well. There's one that I'm interested in. This probably sounds weird... but I've always had a little crush on him. We have an outstanding friendship, and he says that he doesn't want more from me than said friendship... but his actions are another story. Granted, the actions usually go hand in hand with alcohol or something along those lines... but sometimes it doesn't. Relationships can ruin friendships, but they don't have to.. and I think we're mature enough to make sure that doesn't happen... but I respect him and his wishes... and I'm not going to try to change his mind. I just wish his only arguement wasn't that he thinks I'm going to hurt him. I'm not a monster, and I'm incapable of hurting people who are wonderful. I've been giving him a ton of space... not calling, etc... but I want to. I want to let him know that I'm thinking of him. But... I know he doesn't want to be thinking of me. And the only way for that to happen is for me to leave him alone. I just hope that I don't regret not going after him full speed... because he's a great guy, and I'm stupid for letting him walk away.
Oh well. He'll figure it out and then we can go back to being friends again.
Classes are going, going, going. I'm actually enjoying reading my books, when I have the time. I'm so busy. Well... not really... I just work a lot in addition to going to school.
I've been reading a lot into dream analysis. It's part of my theories of personality class, plus I have a bunch of psych books laying around. After spending the night with me, a friend had a particularly disturbing and crazy dream... and on the surface it was really, REALLY bad... but as they say, dreams aren't what they seem... and it turns out the dream is actually a benevolent and semi-good dream... and the fear that he felt? Was just that... fear of what's happening... not of what happened in the dream.
Did you know that Freud was a coke fiend? Well, he was. I'm amazed by this every day. Some of his theories are pretty off, but if you think about it... all the great leaders of his time recreationally used coke... It's crazy to have such a sound mind while using such a powerful drug. It's crazy that what used to help society is now hindering it.
Weird.
Sleepy again... so I'm going to go study, maybe nap, then pick up roomie.
Until next time...
I'm sick again. Feels like a sinus infection, so I'm going to have to go to the doctors and get anti-biotics again. Blech. I'm sick of being sick.
Nothing else seems important enough to write about.
Met a creepy guy at Melt. Well, I should say I meet many creepy guys at Melt. This one in particular is disturbing. Wouldn't let me call him a cab because he'd had a few too many.. but wanted me to drive him home. I politely declined and asked him to leave if he was going to drive himself home... aaand he kept asking for my number. Eventually the woman I was working with just said, "GIVE HIM YOUR NUMBER AND GET HIM OUT OF HERE" And like an ass, I wrote down the right number. Aaaand he calls/texts me all the time. I answered once. The other day he came into Melt and plopped himself down at a Bistro table... but not without giving me a hug. And he sat at the table closest to the Hostess stand and faced me. I even had managers coming up to me and asking me if he was making me uncomfortable. He was. Tim and Tony fixed it. Well, they glared at him a couple seconds later he was leaving. Good. He called me again today and left me a voicemail. I'm not calling him back. He sent me a text today that said, "keep your ta-ta's warm :)" Umm.. Sorry... but no. No way.
I'm meeting a lot of guys lately. None that I'm interested in though. Well. There's one that I'm interested in. This probably sounds weird... but I've always had a little crush on him. We have an outstanding friendship, and he says that he doesn't want more from me than said friendship... but his actions are another story. Granted, the actions usually go hand in hand with alcohol or something along those lines... but sometimes it doesn't. Relationships can ruin friendships, but they don't have to.. and I think we're mature enough to make sure that doesn't happen... but I respect him and his wishes... and I'm not going to try to change his mind. I just wish his only arguement wasn't that he thinks I'm going to hurt him. I'm not a monster, and I'm incapable of hurting people who are wonderful. I've been giving him a ton of space... not calling, etc... but I want to. I want to let him know that I'm thinking of him. But... I know he doesn't want to be thinking of me. And the only way for that to happen is for me to leave him alone. I just hope that I don't regret not going after him full speed... because he's a great guy, and I'm stupid for letting him walk away.
Oh well. He'll figure it out and then we can go back to being friends again.
Classes are going, going, going. I'm actually enjoying reading my books, when I have the time. I'm so busy. Well... not really... I just work a lot in addition to going to school.
I've been reading a lot into dream analysis. It's part of my theories of personality class, plus I have a bunch of psych books laying around. After spending the night with me, a friend had a particularly disturbing and crazy dream... and on the surface it was really, REALLY bad... but as they say, dreams aren't what they seem... and it turns out the dream is actually a benevolent and semi-good dream... and the fear that he felt? Was just that... fear of what's happening... not of what happened in the dream.
Did you know that Freud was a coke fiend? Well, he was. I'm amazed by this every day. Some of his theories are pretty off, but if you think about it... all the great leaders of his time recreationally used coke... It's crazy to have such a sound mind while using such a powerful drug. It's crazy that what used to help society is now hindering it.
Weird.
Sleepy again... so I'm going to go study, maybe nap, then pick up roomie.
Until next time...