my husband..... is already married

Jun 21, 2005 11:46

I have found the guy of my dreams. He is perfect.
When we are together its perfect.
Unfortuneately for me he is already married and has a kid.
So the man i am gonna marry is going to be modeled after him.
He makes me feel like the old movies. Funny, I thought that I was just dreaming to feel like that. I cannot explain it. But that is my definition of love.

I have not yet met a person who truely wants me to do what I have an incredible passion for. I have not yet met someone who understands all the directions I am being pulled and whom I am having to please. But he understands me perfectly. It is so nice to hear that you are beautiful and that you will excel from him. He has given me confidence and sees something in me that I am blind to. I will be better than him. How does he know. I wanted to cry right there on the spot. His words touch me deeply. He speaks the truth bluntly. They don't sting like a cut they feel like a bath, realization. I can talk and he'll listen. He is more than a big brother. I hope we can be together in the future. I have so much to learn from him. I am going to find a way to be with him.

Will my military career interfere?
What am I going to do. I have so many things that I want to do and accomplish. I am afaid to commit becuase I might loose the oppurtunity to do they other things that I want so much.
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