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[i_am_a_star]

it's wierd talking to people you used to be able to just talk to and all of a sudden it seems quite forced and takes such an effort. I wonder if the people I feel close to right now will be like that in a years time. There are some people who no matter how long we don't talk for it's like I haven't been gone at all, and then there are others who for some reason or another feel really wierd to talk to now. I totally wouldn't have picked who either.

But maybe I look way too much into small conversations, and it's all just shit. All it takes for me is one conversation to turn it around though, I am so easily convinced with these things.