money. it always makes you depressed as hell.
I hate dealing with and thinking about money. Right now I am trying to figure out where I am living next year and it is driving me crazy.I wouldnt mind living in the dorms again because it is so nice being on campus and not having to travel to get to class, but it just costs so much money and I dont think I can afford it. My parents are helping me out this year since it's my first year in college, but next year I would have to pay for it myself,and it is just too much. Jessica asked me if I wanted to room with her next year which would be totally awesome and I would really like to, but I just dont think I will be able to do it. I am thinking of maybe asking her if she would want to live in an apartment like Eagle's Landing because it is still pretty much on campus and we could still walk to class. I was thinking of moving in with Natalie and Julie on Depeyster St, but I think that is out now because of something with their ex roomate. I'm not sure what that is about yet though, but I guess its ok because I dont have a car to go to drive to class or anything and it is kinda far from campus. Also I would kinda feel silly living in a house thats pretty much down the street from my home since I could just live there for free, but I really just dont want to live at home. I love my parents to death and everything, but I just cant live there when I am in college. It would be just like high school again and my mom would probably treat me like I was too. I cant really get the "college experience" when I am living at home. I need my independence.
So I really dont know what I am going to do. Fuck money. I have to start working again but I really,really dont want to. I need a job where I can do absolutely nothing and work on homework or something, and still get paid a decent amount. I can try to find a campus job for next semester, but I guess I am stuck at ebsco during break. I dont even know how the hell I am going to work that out with having my wisdom teeth pulled during break.
damnit.
So I really dont know what I am going to do. Fuck money. I have to start working again but I really,really dont want to. I need a job where I can do absolutely nothing and work on homework or something, and still get paid a decent amount. I can try to find a campus job for next semester, but I guess I am stuck at ebsco during break. I dont even know how the hell I am going to work that out with having my wisdom teeth pulled during break.
damnit.