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[i_am_a_nucka]

I wrote this:

With our heads held high we await certain death
and as we watch the skyline fade our friendship tags along
you are the icon of perfect behind a wall of fake words
still i stayed by your side through the worst of it all

And still with all that ive gave you
I still see the gun in your drawer with my name on the trigger
it calls as a constant reminder of everything i try to forget
and all i can do is rehearse these lines to keep myself alive

if only things could go back to how they were
not a care in the world and safety under the sheets
if only i could play god and change your outlook on life
to appreciate it all with the up and downs disguised as speed bumps

And still with all that ive gave you
I still see the gun in your drawer with my name on the trigger
it calls as a constant reminder of everything i try to forget
and all i can do is rehearse these lines to keep myself alive

This message will not go unrecognized
just keep in mind that behind this paper smile and fake personality
I stayed by your side through the worst of it all

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