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I think I fell apart today in calculus class.
I was taking a test, and when I looked at it, I knew that I knew how to do it.
But I couldn't.
I couldn't focus for more than 10 seconds at a time.
I would look back at my work and know that it was all wrong.
And I would know that I knew how to do it right.
But then I couldn't actually do it.
My thoughts went to everything but calculus... the darkroom, my college applications, the bible, people I know, et cetera
Am I just stressed out or is this a passive aggressive act of my subconscious?
I think I'm going to try to get some sleep...
I was taking a test, and when I looked at it, I knew that I knew how to do it.
But I couldn't.
I couldn't focus for more than 10 seconds at a time.
I would look back at my work and know that it was all wrong.
And I would know that I knew how to do it right.
But then I couldn't actually do it.
My thoughts went to everything but calculus... the darkroom, my college applications, the bible, people I know, et cetera
Am I just stressed out or is this a passive aggressive act of my subconscious?
I think I'm going to try to get some sleep...