If I could take your pain and frame it and hang it on my wall, maybe you would never have to hurt...
Let's see...
I left school last wed. night to come home for my dads bday. That was an adventure. lol. Thursday I flew to FL for a horse show. The people at HITS. omg ROAR!! lol. There are so many girls who talk a like this:
girl: Mom GET ME A NEW HORSE!! mine isn't winning for me.
mom: ok of course i will.
haha it makes me laugh. they are going to get to jumpers where they actually have to ride well and know their skills.
It's like I know i have an amazing horse, but he isn't perfect. I wouldn't want him to be perfect. I wouldn't be learning anything. It bothers me. That is why i like the IEA (interscholastic equestrian association) shows. You get put on a random horse and have to go over a course on it. I think it's awesome. It shows you who the good riders are. Granted, there is a bit of luck on whether you get a good or bad horse. But regardless, I love it and can't wait for regionals and hopefully nationals :)
So yah, I showed all weekend. I absolutelty love my horse because he is so funny and has the best personality. I was really happy that i got to do equation. On sunday I rode this horse named Einstien. We placed 1st in a class. I was so happy. it was out of like 40 people. So that was awesome.
After my mom, my aunt, and i drove for 1 1/2 to Orlando to meet up with my family. It was super fun. I got to go swimming. The lifeguard who was watching the water slide told me that i could only wear my rainbow wrist band thursday. I laughed at him and told him i liked it so i was going to wear it. He told my sister to make sure i don't have it on when i came back up to go on the slide. well this went on for like 2 more times. It got me kinda aggravated on 2 levels. Shit happens. w/e. We went to dinner, and i was so hyper. I pissed off almost everyone at the table, but it was so funny.
Throughout the rest of the week we went to:
sea world
Universal
Islands of Adventure
SO MUCH FUN!! lol
Sea world made me a bit sad though. Knowing me, you know that i felt bad for the animals. lol. The dolphin show and whale show was amazing.
I got the top score on the MIB ride. I was proud of myself. I learned I'm good at shooting things. Err not the best thing. lol. I rode my 1st roller coaster too. It was super fun. I screamed so much though. I decided that i can work on my hXc screaming on roller coasters. lol. I really want to be able to scream, but maybe i should stay with singing pretty or singing punk stuff. I just find screaming so amazing. I have no clue why, but it's cool. Screaming usually scares me, unless it is in music. I remember when I thought this part in a TBS song was hXc. lol. Now i listen to that and am like wow that isn't intense at all. hahah music snob. hehe. Oh yah! I also got a straight edge henna tatto. hehe lame, i know. But i <3 it. it has a small s then a big X and a backwards e. lol.
Anway,
I've been talking to this guy Jay. i'd say is one of the nicest, if not the nicest, guy I have ever met and talked to. I'm just really happy to finally have conversations that I want to pay attention to and be involved in. They may not all have meaning to them, but i pay attention and enjoy them a lot. So, I am going to ramble about him for a while. lol. I'm really happy to have met him. I enjoy talking to him. He seems to be very down to earth, which is always great. He has great knowledge of music, comics, and horror movies. lol. It makes for intersting conversations. hmm..I don't know what to say about him besides when i talk to him, I am so happy. I find myself smiling when i think of him. Oh yah, he isn't homophobic or racist. lol. I can't stand when peole are homophobic or racist. It drives me crazy. so yah :)
I've also been talking to Alek again. That just makes me confussed. When i 1st met him, I thought he was incrediably cocky. It was very funny too.Since i've known him, I relized he isn't as cocky or comfortable with himself as i origionally thought. He could have so much going for him. The thing is, I believe in almost everyone. With the right amount of drive, you can get far no matter what you have gone through or who you are. He needs to relize this. He is a likeable kid. haha i piss him off sometimes. He pisses me off sometimes too. lol. We deal with eachothers differences. or at least attempt to. lol. I just wish he could be happy. He needs to just let things flow for a while and not worry so much. He can be such a great guy. I miss who he was when we hung out. I'll prob skateboard with him tomorrow since he doesn't have school.
Yah... lol
Everything has been pretty chill lately. I'm learning to deal with things as they come up and not worry so much. I also learned that If i am telling all my friends that they need to be comfortable with themselves, i should be totally comfortable with myself. lol. it's only fair. I'd say i'm pretty content whith who i am now. I'm dealing with stuff and putting it in my past. I've learned from my past mistakes. I guess it just boils down to not dwelling on the past, but staying in the present and looking towards the future. haha lame, i know. But, there is truth to it :)
Well, I hope everyone has/had the best day possible :)
YAY! I'm going to go:
1)skateboard
2)ride
3)workout
4)play bass
hahah oh yah...now i'm going to my middle school and starbucks!
SCORE! lol
peace, love, empathy,
KC
I left school last wed. night to come home for my dads bday. That was an adventure. lol. Thursday I flew to FL for a horse show. The people at HITS. omg ROAR!! lol. There are so many girls who talk a like this:
girl: Mom GET ME A NEW HORSE!! mine isn't winning for me.
mom: ok of course i will.
haha it makes me laugh. they are going to get to jumpers where they actually have to ride well and know their skills.
It's like I know i have an amazing horse, but he isn't perfect. I wouldn't want him to be perfect. I wouldn't be learning anything. It bothers me. That is why i like the IEA (interscholastic equestrian association) shows. You get put on a random horse and have to go over a course on it. I think it's awesome. It shows you who the good riders are. Granted, there is a bit of luck on whether you get a good or bad horse. But regardless, I love it and can't wait for regionals and hopefully nationals :)
So yah, I showed all weekend. I absolutelty love my horse because he is so funny and has the best personality. I was really happy that i got to do equation. On sunday I rode this horse named Einstien. We placed 1st in a class. I was so happy. it was out of like 40 people. So that was awesome.
After my mom, my aunt, and i drove for 1 1/2 to Orlando to meet up with my family. It was super fun. I got to go swimming. The lifeguard who was watching the water slide told me that i could only wear my rainbow wrist band thursday. I laughed at him and told him i liked it so i was going to wear it. He told my sister to make sure i don't have it on when i came back up to go on the slide. well this went on for like 2 more times. It got me kinda aggravated on 2 levels. Shit happens. w/e. We went to dinner, and i was so hyper. I pissed off almost everyone at the table, but it was so funny.
Throughout the rest of the week we went to:
sea world
Universal
Islands of Adventure
SO MUCH FUN!! lol
Sea world made me a bit sad though. Knowing me, you know that i felt bad for the animals. lol. The dolphin show and whale show was amazing.
I got the top score on the MIB ride. I was proud of myself. I learned I'm good at shooting things. Err not the best thing. lol. I rode my 1st roller coaster too. It was super fun. I screamed so much though. I decided that i can work on my hXc screaming on roller coasters. lol. I really want to be able to scream, but maybe i should stay with singing pretty or singing punk stuff. I just find screaming so amazing. I have no clue why, but it's cool. Screaming usually scares me, unless it is in music. I remember when I thought this part in a TBS song was hXc. lol. Now i listen to that and am like wow that isn't intense at all. hahah music snob. hehe. Oh yah! I also got a straight edge henna tatto. hehe lame, i know. But i <3 it. it has a small s then a big X and a backwards e. lol.
Anway,
I've been talking to this guy Jay. i'd say is one of the nicest, if not the nicest, guy I have ever met and talked to. I'm just really happy to finally have conversations that I want to pay attention to and be involved in. They may not all have meaning to them, but i pay attention and enjoy them a lot. So, I am going to ramble about him for a while. lol. I'm really happy to have met him. I enjoy talking to him. He seems to be very down to earth, which is always great. He has great knowledge of music, comics, and horror movies. lol. It makes for intersting conversations. hmm..I don't know what to say about him besides when i talk to him, I am so happy. I find myself smiling when i think of him. Oh yah, he isn't homophobic or racist. lol. I can't stand when peole are homophobic or racist. It drives me crazy. so yah :)
I've also been talking to Alek again. That just makes me confussed. When i 1st met him, I thought he was incrediably cocky. It was very funny too.Since i've known him, I relized he isn't as cocky or comfortable with himself as i origionally thought. He could have so much going for him. The thing is, I believe in almost everyone. With the right amount of drive, you can get far no matter what you have gone through or who you are. He needs to relize this. He is a likeable kid. haha i piss him off sometimes. He pisses me off sometimes too. lol. We deal with eachothers differences. or at least attempt to. lol. I just wish he could be happy. He needs to just let things flow for a while and not worry so much. He can be such a great guy. I miss who he was when we hung out. I'll prob skateboard with him tomorrow since he doesn't have school.
Yah... lol
Everything has been pretty chill lately. I'm learning to deal with things as they come up and not worry so much. I also learned that If i am telling all my friends that they need to be comfortable with themselves, i should be totally comfortable with myself. lol. it's only fair. I'd say i'm pretty content whith who i am now. I'm dealing with stuff and putting it in my past. I've learned from my past mistakes. I guess it just boils down to not dwelling on the past, but staying in the present and looking towards the future. haha lame, i know. But, there is truth to it :)
Well, I hope everyone has/had the best day possible :)
YAY! I'm going to go:
1)skateboard
2)ride
3)workout
4)play bass
hahah oh yah...now i'm going to my middle school and starbucks!
SCORE! lol
peace, love, empathy,
KC