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I believe missing someone you are in love with is worse than being lonely from not having anyone at all.
But maybe not as worse as wanting the person you can not have.
It rained today. My feet were cold and wet the whole time at work from walking in the rain.
I tried to think happy thoughts.
But I couldn't find any.
My bed was far away.
My cat is far away.
And of course...my love was not there as well.
I think he makes he harder by how much it doesn't seem to bother him.
The distance.
But if I ever mention it..he is hurt that I would think he doesn't miss me.
The irony.
He isn't planning on coming back for another month. I tried to appreciate the time we had when he was here, but all I could think about was waiting for him to come back again.
I am too much of a romantic for distance.
So I will continue to be part of the 9-5 work force, wonder how Im going to pay my next bill, and waste away my weekends.
Ths month should fly by in no time.
Or will it.
But maybe not as worse as wanting the person you can not have.
It rained today. My feet were cold and wet the whole time at work from walking in the rain.
I tried to think happy thoughts.
But I couldn't find any.
My bed was far away.
My cat is far away.
And of course...my love was not there as well.
I think he makes he harder by how much it doesn't seem to bother him.
The distance.
But if I ever mention it..he is hurt that I would think he doesn't miss me.
The irony.
He isn't planning on coming back for another month. I tried to appreciate the time we had when he was here, but all I could think about was waiting for him to come back again.
I am too much of a romantic for distance.
So I will continue to be part of the 9-5 work force, wonder how Im going to pay my next bill, and waste away my weekends.
Ths month should fly by in no time.
Or will it.