Jun 30, 2006 16:55
SOAR just kicked my ass.
The rain killed my knees for the first time in a while
Matty was and still is in the hospital and I've been worried about him
I had two tought groups, both wouldn't talk and one thought EVERYTHING was corny.
I got no sleep for some reason and I couldn't snap out of my "down" mood
Our last night I decided to play a game of Capture the Flag in Bixler with the amjority of the lights off. It was fun until dick head Jason decided to not play by the rules, make me fall (on my knees) onto the concrete floor and drag me down the hall into a wall.
Not cool.
Now SOAR is done for June, Im left unimpressed and worried about July
I found out Im losing my home in Nashua. Water damage to our house is costing too much money and we are scrounging to fix it just to sell it.
So where does that leave me?
My mom will get a one bedroom apt under housing, basically leaving me no where to live and no where to keep my things.
I guess I'll be set until the move, but I think Im not going to have a place to live for winter break. Hopefully ORL will let me stay on campus to work or something. That or maybe a cardboard box will do.
I will most likely lose my cat. My everything.
So if anyone is interested in taking him in, let me know.
Am I worried. Not really.
Im used to starting over from nothing.
And Im used to always doing it on my own.