Into Action.
It's spring. Ish. I'm feeling warm and fuzzy and unbelievably happy, considering. It's the same every year, I know, but I absolutely love warm.
I did, however, have a minor meltdown yesterday. Sean's been sick all weekend, so when I haven't been caring for him and buying out supplies of Gatorade, I managed to get upset over the fact that I didn't do anything right. I should have gone to college after high school, I should have wanted better for myself. I'm happy where I am, and even more happy that I have what I have because I worked tirelessly for it. I've held a job for almost six years, I AM going to college in the fall and I have my own apartment, my own life. The mere fact that I didn't do it in what some may construe as the proper order does not mean I am a failure at life. They're getting done. I'm not exactly where I want to be yet, but I know that I will eventually get there. I have a steady life, a steady job, and steady boyfriend and a steady plan. It's all stablized, just not how I'd like it to be stablized. Do I think that if I had gone to college right after high school that my life would have been better? No. Different, yes, but not better. I did what I had to do and I'm proud of my accomplishments. I guess I've just been wishing for some normalcy.
Back to warm and fuzzy! Hopefully Sean will be feeling better as the week goes on because my bike tires need air and I need my bike. For all the biking. It's sunny and warm and there should be a lot of stoop-sitting going on. It's the only way in spring.
My boss returns from the great vacation of 2010 on Wednesday. I've enjoyed my days of not really working and being bored sitting at my desk. However, I'm up for some work.
Spring!
I did, however, have a minor meltdown yesterday. Sean's been sick all weekend, so when I haven't been caring for him and buying out supplies of Gatorade, I managed to get upset over the fact that I didn't do anything right. I should have gone to college after high school, I should have wanted better for myself. I'm happy where I am, and even more happy that I have what I have because I worked tirelessly for it. I've held a job for almost six years, I AM going to college in the fall and I have my own apartment, my own life. The mere fact that I didn't do it in what some may construe as the proper order does not mean I am a failure at life. They're getting done. I'm not exactly where I want to be yet, but I know that I will eventually get there. I have a steady life, a steady job, and steady boyfriend and a steady plan. It's all stablized, just not how I'd like it to be stablized. Do I think that if I had gone to college right after high school that my life would have been better? No. Different, yes, but not better. I did what I had to do and I'm proud of my accomplishments. I guess I've just been wishing for some normalcy.
Back to warm and fuzzy! Hopefully Sean will be feeling better as the week goes on because my bike tires need air and I need my bike. For all the biking. It's sunny and warm and there should be a lot of stoop-sitting going on. It's the only way in spring.
My boss returns from the great vacation of 2010 on Wednesday. I've enjoyed my days of not really working and being bored sitting at my desk. However, I'm up for some work.
Spring!