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feeling much betta now......not feeling sorry 4 myself at all!!!afta a shitty start to tha weekend with mark....and finding out bout mum it turned out to be an eventful couple of days!! on sunday i had my hair cut (part of tha re-invention of me) and it looked wicked...i can actually wear my hair down and it will stay straight!! was feeling low about everything going on but i thought fuck it im gonna get rat arsed!! met sam and walked into town to catch tha bus and saw mark's car outside tha pub....fucking bullshitta...he told me he was taking his aunt out for tha day!!!! that pissed me off even more.....plan....not to get rat arsed.....to drink myself unconcious!!!!
Got into eastbourne and went straight to tha dolphin was havin a good time with sam and her mates (never really been out with that group b4 but they were great) gareth turned up and was havin a good laugh with him!! sam fell in love with a rather b-tang man!!! summer born wild were excellent as usual and i was beginning to enjoy myself!! Hannah turned up with tha guys and she was looking down....bought her a drink 4 her b'day.....managed to get a little smile outta her!!
At this point im far gone but i see sue and doug turn up...went to tha door to see them and saw mark turn up too!!! my heart skipped a beat...he just hugged me and said sorry i put u thru all that shit. He must care if he had come to see me but i told him that it ruined my plan as i was gettin pissed coz i thought it was ova between us!!! obv not!!got a few more drinks in and went and stood at tha front coz tha guys were about to play....then james and michelle turned up and so did pete......he was hillarious.. and very drunk.
tried my best to cheer hannah up.....even if it did mean me dancing like a lunatic.....but i usually do that anyway! me and james just went for it...i was long past caring!! even sam joined in and she never dance's . we even did tha whole baby dance routine....untill we both felt dizzy!!! made ross play solo time for us (just coz i wanted to do tha piano playing part!) he fucked up tha words ....fool! really enjoyed letting my hair down and felt even betta coz mark had turned up totally by surprise. pete joined me at tha front and was bein a loon trying to hype tha crowd up...then we started playing tha air geetar....haha the guys just laughed at us....but they know we r betta than them really...ahem....had a chat with lee at tha end....he's a sweetie really...ended up buying another t-shirt but thats cool it for a good cause!
felt betta coz i'd put sam and hannah in a betta mood than what they were in wen they arrived!! satyed with mark that night and had a giggle....he couldnt believe how pissed i was but i did warn him!! He dropped me off home tha nxt afternoon...only to ring me 5 mins later and say he was taking me to london with him coz he had to drop his aunty back home. Had a good day...played tha eddie stobart game...i lost miserably..5-1 eeekk! he took me to see his best mate and we went for a drink....this must be serious as he wanted his oldest and closest friend to meet me, and tony said how happy mark has been since he has been with me...i felt so special! we drove home and was mucking around in tha car....singing along to linkin park and all tha cheesey rock stuff.....we r so tha same its weird!
he is having his wisdom tooth out today so i said for him to call me wen he feels ok....well he rang me last nite and just said come round afta work...i was like but ur gonna feel shit.....he said i dont care i wanna see u, how can i feel shit wen im with u??? i wanted to cry that is tha nicest thing anyone has eva said to me!! so yeah...if u havent gathered from all this waffling...im on cloud 9 today!! actually quite enjoyed typing all of this coz its bin a while since ive done anything on tha comp....getting bored.....i know its sad but looking 4ward to goin back to college just so i have something to do......but sods law the sun has decided to come out!!!!!!! rite...enuf 4 now......enuf for a long time actually.......hope everyone is ok xx
Got into eastbourne and went straight to tha dolphin was havin a good time with sam and her mates (never really been out with that group b4 but they were great) gareth turned up and was havin a good laugh with him!! sam fell in love with a rather b-tang man!!! summer born wild were excellent as usual and i was beginning to enjoy myself!! Hannah turned up with tha guys and she was looking down....bought her a drink 4 her b'day.....managed to get a little smile outta her!!
At this point im far gone but i see sue and doug turn up...went to tha door to see them and saw mark turn up too!!! my heart skipped a beat...he just hugged me and said sorry i put u thru all that shit. He must care if he had come to see me but i told him that it ruined my plan as i was gettin pissed coz i thought it was ova between us!!! obv not!!got a few more drinks in and went and stood at tha front coz tha guys were about to play....then james and michelle turned up and so did pete......he was hillarious.. and very drunk.
tried my best to cheer hannah up.....even if it did mean me dancing like a lunatic.....but i usually do that anyway! me and james just went for it...i was long past caring!! even sam joined in and she never dance's . we even did tha whole baby dance routine....untill we both felt dizzy!!! made ross play solo time for us (just coz i wanted to do tha piano playing part!) he fucked up tha words ....fool! really enjoyed letting my hair down and felt even betta coz mark had turned up totally by surprise. pete joined me at tha front and was bein a loon trying to hype tha crowd up...then we started playing tha air geetar....haha the guys just laughed at us....but they know we r betta than them really...ahem....had a chat with lee at tha end....he's a sweetie really...ended up buying another t-shirt but thats cool it for a good cause!
felt betta coz i'd put sam and hannah in a betta mood than what they were in wen they arrived!! satyed with mark that night and had a giggle....he couldnt believe how pissed i was but i did warn him!! He dropped me off home tha nxt afternoon...only to ring me 5 mins later and say he was taking me to london with him coz he had to drop his aunty back home. Had a good day...played tha eddie stobart game...i lost miserably..5-1 eeekk! he took me to see his best mate and we went for a drink....this must be serious as he wanted his oldest and closest friend to meet me, and tony said how happy mark has been since he has been with me...i felt so special! we drove home and was mucking around in tha car....singing along to linkin park and all tha cheesey rock stuff.....we r so tha same its weird!
he is having his wisdom tooth out today so i said for him to call me wen he feels ok....well he rang me last nite and just said come round afta work...i was like but ur gonna feel shit.....he said i dont care i wanna see u, how can i feel shit wen im with u??? i wanted to cry that is tha nicest thing anyone has eva said to me!! so yeah...if u havent gathered from all this waffling...im on cloud 9 today!! actually quite enjoyed typing all of this coz its bin a while since ive done anything on tha comp....getting bored.....i know its sad but looking 4ward to goin back to college just so i have something to do......but sods law the sun has decided to come out!!!!!!! rite...enuf 4 now......enuf for a long time actually.......hope everyone is ok xx