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[i_adore_you_]

i thought things were kinda getting better.
but then he had to go and fucking tell me he was going on a fucking date with some girl from work.
what the fuck man
a fucking week after he broke up me.
makes me feel like shit
makes me feel used.
i liked that boy
and i mean alot.
but i guess that never really matters.
because apprently he just really likes sex
or so larrin says.
and that im a bitch
and that i was being selfish because i went and told him what larrin said.
and so somehow that made me selfish
because i guess my happiness means nothing.
fuck this shit.
i dont need it.
andd to top that offf.
i feel like i don't have a best friend sometimes.
god damn i hate complaining.

what a wonderful christmas it has been.