Im sad..

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im updating yeah im sad depressed angry just sick of life its just sooo fucking not me anymore. I miss steve. i miss rose i miss shea i miss everyone i even miss hunter ( its been 3 days) i miss our phone conversations riding in oswego. fulton the mall i wish for all of those things to happen again i want to laugh cry and be held in Some One's friggin' arms. I miss it i really do.

I hate it i hate it alot.

But i just want some one to talk to that is it.
Im not in that kill my self way..

AT LEAST I DONT THINK I AM

:(

gosh.

Im changing i can feel it! can you notice?