Shawny's ways of happniess
I am writing this from Max's basement. Which is freaken cold as balls. It's like 40 degrees down here.
Anyway, We hung out here last night, drank alittle and watched Superbad and the season finale of Flight of the Concords which was okay but could've been better. Can't wait for season 2!
Superbad was pretty fucking awesome. It was a bootleg, camera in the movie theater one, but it was watchable and hilarious. I haven't laughed that hard in a while.
We also watched Frisky Dingo which was funny only because by then I was wasted.
I have been in a pissy mood for the past 2 weeks.
Which means I have not drawn anything in the past 2 weeks.
My emotions conflict with my work and I can't work when I'm depressed.
How am I suppose to try to make it as an illustrator/Graphic designer if I can't focus?
This shit is the pits.
So I've decided to do a list of things that will help me out of this mood:
Find a job in the next two weeks. One that pays 7.50/hr or more and one that I feel comfortable in.
Bike ride atleast twice a week. I need to get a knee brace in order to do long rides but for now I should be okay.
Write in my writen journal atleast once a week. Everyday is too much I think.
Do something creative atleast once a week as well. Anything from writing to dooling should be fine.
Start saving. I plan on getting a mac book for chirstmas.
Work on sleeping at night.
Meet new people.
Lay off the boozn' and losen'
I plan on keeping this going and adding more to it as I go.
I need some habits (good habits) in my life and some steady direction.
I have to force myself to do this because I dont really have any other drive.
Yay really.
Also,
It's quite fun and/or odd when people start showing up in your life again.
Anyway, We hung out here last night, drank alittle and watched Superbad and the season finale of Flight of the Concords which was okay but could've been better. Can't wait for season 2!
Superbad was pretty fucking awesome. It was a bootleg, camera in the movie theater one, but it was watchable and hilarious. I haven't laughed that hard in a while.
We also watched Frisky Dingo which was funny only because by then I was wasted.
I have been in a pissy mood for the past 2 weeks.
Which means I have not drawn anything in the past 2 weeks.
My emotions conflict with my work and I can't work when I'm depressed.
How am I suppose to try to make it as an illustrator/Graphic designer if I can't focus?
This shit is the pits.
So I've decided to do a list of things that will help me out of this mood:
Find a job in the next two weeks. One that pays 7.50/hr or more and one that I feel comfortable in.
Bike ride atleast twice a week. I need to get a knee brace in order to do long rides but for now I should be okay.
Write in my writen journal atleast once a week. Everyday is too much I think.
Do something creative atleast once a week as well. Anything from writing to dooling should be fine.
Start saving. I plan on getting a mac book for chirstmas.
Work on sleeping at night.
Meet new people.
Lay off the boozn' and losen'
I plan on keeping this going and adding more to it as I go.
I need some habits (good habits) in my life and some steady direction.
I have to force myself to do this because I dont really have any other drive.
Yay really.
Also,
It's quite fun and/or odd when people start showing up in your life again.