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[i____hurt]

i dont know what i want anymore.
i really dont.
my emotions are crazy
sometimes i just wanna crumble everything i feel + throw it away
like its paper or something
know what i mean?
no you dont.
no i dont want a try at anything.
i just want to live + cry + die.
i dont want to fall in love
or fall out of love
or feel heardbroken
or feel needed + wanted
i just want to live..like a hermit
in a small house
with a cd player
with a massive collection of cd's.
such as:
The Used
My Chemical Romance
From First To Last
Idiot Pilot
Taking Back Sunday
HIM
The Postal Service
Alkine Trio [i think i spelled that wrong]
Hello Goodbye
The Beetles
Atreyu
The Mars Volta
Death Cab For Cutie
Hawthorne Heights
Head Automatica
Slipknot
At The Drive-In
Green Day
Billy Idol
The Clash
Feeble Weiner
Ozzy
The Monkeys
Deftones
Fall Out Boy
Silverstein
Alexisonfire
Unwritten Law
A Static Lullaby
Jimmy Eat World
Coldplay
The Kinison
Dashboard Confessional
Brand New

i dunno. thats all i could come off with on the top of my head.

i think that people should move on from a relationship that is no more.
because i fucking hate hearing about this shit now.
first it was andrew.
now its ronnie.
this fucking sucks.

♥