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I am sick of giving so much of myself to everyone else that by the end of the night I can't even treat myself right. I can't tell if I am just being a nice person, a reliable friend or if I am being taken advantage of. Just because my friend was lazy and "comfortable" in his dorm room I went out of my way for him. Another friend needs a ride to the airport tomorrow at 7:45 a.m. - I was going to sleep in for the first time in weeks... I guess not anymore because I am apparently her only friend that answered the phone and was available. When can I take care of myself? I have been out of my dorm since 8:15 this morning, I just got back at 11:30 and I'm exhausted. I wanted to go out tonight but now I am too tired and have a responsibility in the morning so I cannot go to the party. I'm really ruining my own life.