Things No One Can Avoid: Death and Aliens
Last night I had a dream. I got a call from my father telling me he was at the time crushed by a chandelier at one of the hotels. He was walking with my two younger cousins, Zoe and Aubrey, when suddenly, (last summer) an earthquake hit and a chandelier fell on him. He was trapped in the hotel as my cousins stood there in horror
I remember throughout the dream crying a good number of times especially when he was calling me on the phone every hour and telling me how he was doing. Of course I also remember the door bell ringing and I went to open it. Then sat back down in the living room and looked at the fireman. He said "I'm afraid we couldn't get to him soon enough. I'm sorry."
The funny thing is I didn't cry as much after he was dead. It's not that I was happy about it at all, but I... just couldn't cry I guess....
It just makes me wonder if that is how I would really respond to my father's untimely, and eminent death. I wonder if people would cry if I died. Not that'd I go through so much to find out. But... to be honest, I'd rather people not attend the funeral, but rather the party afterwards. Enjoy my death, and that way I can enjoy mine. I'd rather have people forget about me and just move on. It's so much easier that way for them, and for me. It's not that they wouldn't care about me... It's just that I would want them to care for themselves and avoid... rather eliminate completely the pain that comes with death... at times. Death could be so easy.
After that dream, I woke up, walked over to my cousin's bed, and slept in that. There I dreamt that my school had been doing a whole bunch of drills where the whole school would hide in a place called 'The Red Room', and that's where people would be safe in the fact that no one knew it was there. Then one day as we were getting inside the room, a big pod of some sort shot out of the sky and crashed into the ground near the school. Then everyone started to run into the red room in hopes to hide.
I happened to be one of those people who ended up closing the red room up. For some reason, to do that, I had to zip up this bag. It was weird...
Umm... so then after I zipped up the bag we were in, I switched places with the person behind me (it was Erica Bobak for some reason. :-P) And she said "Oh, you'd rather have me in the front so if the aliens shoot us, I can get hit first?"
And I said "No. it's so that if they do shoot you, it will go through you and hit me. That way people behind me don't get hit."
It was probably the stupidest thing I ever said in a dream. I actually feel bad that I did that... Shut dreaming Chris!
Anyways, I've got to finish my clothes! ECK! lol talk to you all later. :-) bbyee
Love,
Chris
I remember throughout the dream crying a good number of times especially when he was calling me on the phone every hour and telling me how he was doing. Of course I also remember the door bell ringing and I went to open it. Then sat back down in the living room and looked at the fireman. He said "I'm afraid we couldn't get to him soon enough. I'm sorry."
The funny thing is I didn't cry as much after he was dead. It's not that I was happy about it at all, but I... just couldn't cry I guess....
It just makes me wonder if that is how I would really respond to my father's untimely, and eminent death. I wonder if people would cry if I died. Not that'd I go through so much to find out. But... to be honest, I'd rather people not attend the funeral, but rather the party afterwards. Enjoy my death, and that way I can enjoy mine. I'd rather have people forget about me and just move on. It's so much easier that way for them, and for me. It's not that they wouldn't care about me... It's just that I would want them to care for themselves and avoid... rather eliminate completely the pain that comes with death... at times. Death could be so easy.
After that dream, I woke up, walked over to my cousin's bed, and slept in that. There I dreamt that my school had been doing a whole bunch of drills where the whole school would hide in a place called 'The Red Room', and that's where people would be safe in the fact that no one knew it was there. Then one day as we were getting inside the room, a big pod of some sort shot out of the sky and crashed into the ground near the school. Then everyone started to run into the red room in hopes to hide.
I happened to be one of those people who ended up closing the red room up. For some reason, to do that, I had to zip up this bag. It was weird...
Umm... so then after I zipped up the bag we were in, I switched places with the person behind me (it was Erica Bobak for some reason. :-P) And she said "Oh, you'd rather have me in the front so if the aliens shoot us, I can get hit first?"
And I said "No. it's so that if they do shoot you, it will go through you and hit me. That way people behind me don't get hit."
It was probably the stupidest thing I ever said in a dream. I actually feel bad that I did that... Shut dreaming Chris!
Anyways, I've got to finish my clothes! ECK! lol talk to you all later. :-) bbyee
Love,
Chris