wow...damn...stupid..
Its finally hit me, now, after knowing for a year, i finally realize come friday my sister will be gone, one way trip moving to ireland, not knowing the next time i get to see her let alone if and when she is moving home. I wanna go home now, spend the last few days with her, but damn school. Gosh i don't think i can handle this, i'm not good at expressing emotions, and here i am crying, not sure how to feel. being home will never be the same knowing she does not live there, the main reason i'm staying at central. I feel central is not for me, i can't do well no matter how i try, but home is not right for me either. Why does she have to move to ireland, why can't i go visit. this sucks.
in another note i think i might minor in entrapernriship wow i can't spell, cause the best career, family/marriage therapist, then open my own practive, i would looooove that...i went to a meeting about my major tonight but failed to make an academic advising apt. damn need to get on that shit.
i bought a green valour outfit and a blue sweater, oh yay. spent money i don't have...chicago soon yay.
this week sucks and blink 182 broke up, my favorite damn band ahhhhhhh stupid. i must go listen to alllll theri cds over and over again. lame. life sucks.
I have 5 exams next week, and i have too much on my mind i can't focus on that. i wish my parents never moved to the united states that i would have lived in ireland and siobhan would not be moving. this is not fair,. think i can convince her to not move?
in another note i think i might minor in entrapernriship wow i can't spell, cause the best career, family/marriage therapist, then open my own practive, i would looooove that...i went to a meeting about my major tonight but failed to make an academic advising apt. damn need to get on that shit.
i bought a green valour outfit and a blue sweater, oh yay. spent money i don't have...chicago soon yay.
this week sucks and blink 182 broke up, my favorite damn band ahhhhhhh stupid. i must go listen to alllll theri cds over and over again. lame. life sucks.
I have 5 exams next week, and i have too much on my mind i can't focus on that. i wish my parents never moved to the united states that i would have lived in ireland and siobhan would not be moving. this is not fair,. think i can convince her to not move?