happy valentines day...
Life would not be life if you did not have something that you wanted and could not have. I hate that. I hate that my biggest downfall is that i analyze everything too much, the little things mean the world to me, and i think that everyones intentions are for the best. I hate how i let my feelings get involved in places they should not be. I've had my heart broken once and i never want that feeling again. Sometimes there is things you can't control, but you wish that you could. I pretend i don't want things and that i really don't care. But inside i can't get it out of my head. I hate it, i hate this. I wanted this to be overwith since the day it started. I'm usually good at figuring people out, but sometimes i can't, and i hate that. Life's mysteries can kiss my fat ass. Happy valentines day, i went to pizza hut with all my valentines, hee hee...well...maybe tomorrow i can focus and study for my tests...yea riight.