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well, i dont really know.
im not interested in doing anything tonight.
i think i actually want to watch movies and clean my room.
sounds like the best thing ever at this moment.
i have 5 of 8 projects done for AP
steve did so well yesutrday. god, hes amazing.
i wish i could explain to you how truly amazing he is
but there are no words to describe.
he got naked and dressed for over 85 pictures.
and he hates pictures.
but i guess he loves me.
after a month now i finally talked to zane last night.
god i dont even know how we let our realationship go this far down the drain
i know one thing,
i truly no longer have a best friend and no walking partner.
which sort of brings down my self esteem.
oddly, i would still take a bullet any day for him.
because i still will always think of him as my true best friend.
i cant seem to keep up with myself lately.
i think i really just need to grow up.
i also cant explain the way i feel.
i have never had a realtionship where i truly beleived we would be together for a while,
but with steve, hes probably the best realationship i have ever had.
i love it. i love him. im sure of it. im keeping it.
i dont have one picture today, but i have 4.
heres to change, realationships, growing up and new years resolutions;
please tell me what you think,
there still a work in progress
this series is called "late for school"
its missing 3 more that i am still working on.
if they dont look beleivable or if you see glitches PLEASE, PLEASE tell me
i need feedback.
oh and special thank you to steve.
my amazing boyfriend.