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I'm going to Nevada tomorrow. I think getting away from here is a good thing. I'm having feelings for someone.... and it scares me. So... maybe if I get away, those feelings will go away. He just... doesn't seem to have those feeling for me. Yeah... sucks. I know.
Anyway... Today is Valentines day. Mine sucked. Nobody wanted to hang out with me today. Which doesn't help me feel better. My grandfather died yesterday.... and everyone except for Amber is basically leaving me alone. It's horrible and it's making me depressed. This is the ONE time in my life that I need my friends around me. And none of them can be found.
I got no flowers, no candy, no card, nothing today. Except for the little frog my sister got me that I paid for with my money. It was a very disappointing Valentines day. Though my manager bought me a hear pen that lights up!!! I'm very excited about it. The only gift I got.
Anyway... Today is Valentines day. Mine sucked. Nobody wanted to hang out with me today. Which doesn't help me feel better. My grandfather died yesterday.... and everyone except for Amber is basically leaving me alone. It's horrible and it's making me depressed. This is the ONE time in my life that I need my friends around me. And none of them can be found.
I got no flowers, no candy, no card, nothing today. Except for the little frog my sister got me that I paid for with my money. It was a very disappointing Valentines day. Though my manager bought me a hear pen that lights up!!! I'm very excited about it. The only gift I got.