I Couldnt Save Them
So my mom went ballistic on Friday.. She was yelling at everyone, and she hit my sisters.. I wish that I could have done something to prevent her from hitting them, but I was so scared... I just sat on the stairs hidden, and tried to ignore it.. I couldnt do anything I was so scared.. Then I went to sleep... I wish it had been me that had gotten hit, and not my sisters.. How do kids do it.. They get punished immensely one day, and the next day forget that it happened.. I wish that I could do that.. Other than that this weekend went ok.. I slept for 35 hours between friday and this morning.. I think i should see a doctor about the fact that I havent been able to sleep and I havent been eating.. Plus, I think i puked up blood Friday morning.. but I haven't since so Im not to worried about it.. Meh.. I dont know.. My mom and I didnt get into any arguements this weekend other than friday, so I think that things are improving, but I am prepared for her to blow up in my face this week about something.. that usually happens, if i go a week with out getting yelled at, theres something going on there that I dont know about... Meh.. I dont know.. Im bored.. I turned in my essay for english, and now I just have time to kill until I catch the bus home for an hour, so my mom can keep tabs on me.. MeOw...