i hate life sometimes...
so i got an email today saying that i am getting deployed... sometime in early april so im gonna fucking miss chris birthday... that fucking really pisses me off... i have the bestest surpise in the whole wide world for chris... and this is just gonna fucking ruin everything... so i was sorta thinking... and i came up with a really good plan... in early march im gonna get health insurance... then sometime in the middle of march im gonna break a few bones... i haven't decided which bone i wanna break... thinkin my arm or my ankel which ever hurts the least... that way i have insurance to pay for it and that way i don't have to go to iraq... i was thinkin lets get pregnant... but then i have to take care of a child... or pay even more for an abortion... and then what would happen when i freaked out and couldn't get the abortion... that would just plane suck...