ill go down with this ship

[i2fast4uhaha]

im numb right now.
losing chris will destroy me.
being away from him hurts like hell.
being without him will be hell.

i feel nothing.
when did i become the enemy?
all i ever fucking wanted was to be near him.

i guess we're both just too damaged to do this.
all i had to believe in was us.
i have nothing.