i feel like dying.

Nov 05, 2009 13:11

i got arrested last night.
for something that happened 2 months ago.
i spent 5 hours in jail.
chris had to bail me out.
i have court on the 17th.
i might lose housing and get kicked out of school.
i have 2 misdemeanors and a felony.
i need to win the lottery so i can get a lawyer.
if i do manage to get a good lawyer it will get thrown out.
because the cops wrongfully searched and seized things from my room during a medical emergency.
i have yet to tell anyone in my family.
i have a pit in my stomach the size of texas.
i think im going through post traumatic stress cuz i can't stop shaking.

why does shit like this have to happen to me. i feel so helpless.
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