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today is a seriously sad day. its the anniversary, 12 years. and i have to put bridgette down today. she has a tumor the size of hell on her forehead and she's starting to go insane so its time. i thought i could handle everything, and amazingly right now i am, but im going to be horrible later on tonight when i think about how i pretty much said, yeah, kill my cat. with everything thats going on, im losing everything thats ever meant something to me. i'm losing friends, family, love. i guess those ties that bind no longer hold up when time is a factor.