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Hey its me again and chelsa is in the hospital. I didn't know why at first i just thought it was to visit or something but yea she is sick. ANd thats sad she sent me like 4 txts that hurt today. She said that i was unappreciative and that andrew wouldnt stay around forever and i had to choose between my friends and him. And that i shouldn't talk about people behind their backs. First of all i'm really sorry she is in the hospital all the txt said was in the hospital it wasn't i'm in the hospital. second i'm not unappreciative she wasn't the one that has put up w/ alot of stuff from me. I've been there for her through thick and thin. She's my best friend. We have been through bf's like nathan that guy drama happened w/ and i supported her even though i had a little crush on him sometimes, first kisses, lol the atempts to drive a standard, drinking and driving, almost getting arrested twice, taking the blame when she wanted to stay later at the mall. and for the window incident which was kinda my idea. we have been through everything together!! It seems like ive been her friend forever. But it seemed to go downhill after she spent that summer w/ stefanie. I'm not saying its their faults i'm just saying that i guess i felt unwanted and pushed to the side. and then she got into the whole flag thing, and junior miss and started to hang out with amanda clark and that crowd. i still wanted to be her friend but i didn't want to hang around w/ that crowd. and that whole drug thing came about and i supported her in that. I talked to aunt donna and told her it wasn't true. I said i would help her figure out who started it. and I said if she was doing them that i would let her but i voiced my opinion on the matter and told her that she shouldn't. She has smoked around me and drank around me lol sometimes i drank too. supported didn't join but i supported. I wanna go back to the way it used to be. I miss that. the only reason we talked about you behind your back was that we were mad that you were hanging out with darin alot and that seemed to hurt anthony. I didn't know how to go about talking to you about it. It made me furious cause you did that before but with the whole he was too short to date. We were at the awards ceremony and you were sitting by darin. Ant looked pissed and that thing w/ o7 and everyones names on it, he scratched out the ant and cheffer part. I wasn't the only one talking about you guys. I'm not going to be that kind of person and rat out who. But i just thought it was wrong and i wanted things between you two to be fixed. you and ant deserve each other you guys are super cute and you and him have been tons happier than i've ever seen you. I have that with andrew. He makes me happy and gives me butterflies. I'm sorry if he acts like a jerk sometimes but everyone does, even me! and you know that lol. I'll tell the dirt ball to be nice. I just think you two should get to know each other. and you would understand where eachother are coming from. All of this stuff still doesn't make up for talking behind your back but i hope it gets you to understand. It wasn't bad. I hope you get better and I was planning on coming and visiting you tommorrow since i had to work today. Since my phone has been sending my txts back saying you blocked them. I really want to get back being your friend and not just that but your best one. I think we are going to have a blast at flag camp thanks so much for helping me!!! i appreciate it more than anything! <3 ya! <3 <3 xoxoxo Tree << sorry i had too! lmao