Missing Him ! Damn..Did I Starteld You?
Me and him after 1 month don't see each other(practically we study far..far from each other..I study in the middle of the country and he study on the east of my country..and it is the mid sem break..well only a week though..but he a badass guy that never admit that he miss me!I hate you!(kidding)
Me ( enter in his borrow-father-car)ekeke
Him : you don't even put on make up but what take you soo long baby??
Me : it's that the first thing you have to ask me after 2 month we don't see each other?
Him : hmm..yeah..
Me : Shit**muttering
Him : what??
Me : nothing(^_^)..I miss you much!!!
Him : well..hhuurrmmm...
Me : well..what??u don't you miss me?
Him : no..ahahahahahaha
Me : *Smack him in the face
Him : ouch..baby..im' just kidding.. u know i'm not that kind to say sweet things..it make me pukes..I will say it once we married
Me : never mind..I wont' even marrying you..*muttering again*
Him : WHAT DID YOU JUST SAID??
Me : Never mind ! I WONT EVEN GOING TO MARRIED TO YOU!
Him : Don't say like that baby..
Me : do you even love me??? you have never ever said that word to me before...you even propose me to be yr GF using only the word "LIKE" and that is all!
Him : I thougt you understand...you said you understand if I don't said it to you..cos u know how I felt for you right??
Me : Seriously Dammit! I am the only one who trying to understand you and you not even TRYING to understand or even bother to know anything bout me!!! SHIT!!Let's call it a day! I lost all my mood for a good dating day today!
and then..me,myself and I..stomp his fater-borrowed-car and lock myself in my own house.watching beast video and read junseung fanfic.well I have enough of tears already..he doesn't worth it another tears from me..I don't want to say the word 'break up' first..I'm trying to see him change..cause he act the same way to his past GF before just like he treat me..I know bout his past..grow up with a parents that never say the word "LOVE"...damn it..I understand HIm..I do..but he just need a bit of change!i'm a human.I need to see the prove that he love me..I need to hear the words that make me believe that this relationship are still there and stronger! AM I BEEN TO UNUNDERSTANDING?? and it's funny how we just meet bout 15 minutes and that is it??ahahaha..well..we make up a day after..well..I just couldn't mad at him for soo long..dammnn..did I say that he sing to me???aaarrgghhhh.......I need other method to change him!and have to control myself from melting from he SINGING!
can u imagine a love relationship without a word love,like, or missing??
I HATE YOU!(My BF of course)
but baby seungie just made my day! I love You!!!ekekeke...( he knows bout seungie..and again he doesn't show that he's jealous but I just knew it the moment he erase seungie pic from my phone wallpaper..duh..he said he doesn't do anything but..duhh..almost all seungie pic on my phone are been deleted after he pretending to borrow my phone!dduhh..boys will be boys..why being jealous over a virtual boy that I believe I will never gonna seeing him even in a thousand years??)
Me ( enter in his borrow-father-car)ekeke
Him : you don't even put on make up but what take you soo long baby??
Me : it's that the first thing you have to ask me after 2 month we don't see each other?
Him : hmm..yeah..
Me : Shit**muttering
Him : what??
Me : nothing(^_^)..I miss you much!!!
Him : well..hhuurrmmm...
Me : well..what??u don't you miss me?
Him : no..ahahahahahaha
Me : *Smack him in the face
Him : ouch..baby..im' just kidding.. u know i'm not that kind to say sweet things..it make me pukes..I will say it once we married
Me : never mind..I wont' even marrying you..*muttering again*
Him : WHAT DID YOU JUST SAID??
Me : Never mind ! I WONT EVEN GOING TO MARRIED TO YOU!
Him : Don't say like that baby..
Me : do you even love me??? you have never ever said that word to me before...you even propose me to be yr GF using only the word "LIKE" and that is all!
Him : I thougt you understand...you said you understand if I don't said it to you..cos u know how I felt for you right??
Me : Seriously Dammit! I am the only one who trying to understand you and you not even TRYING to understand or even bother to know anything bout me!!! SHIT!!Let's call it a day! I lost all my mood for a good dating day today!
and then..me,myself and I..stomp his fater-borrowed-car and lock myself in my own house.watching beast video and read junseung fanfic.well I have enough of tears already..he doesn't worth it another tears from me..I don't want to say the word 'break up' first..I'm trying to see him change..cause he act the same way to his past GF before just like he treat me..I know bout his past..grow up with a parents that never say the word "LOVE"...damn it..I understand HIm..I do..but he just need a bit of change!i'm a human.I need to see the prove that he love me..I need to hear the words that make me believe that this relationship are still there and stronger! AM I BEEN TO UNUNDERSTANDING?? and it's funny how we just meet bout 15 minutes and that is it??ahahaha..well..we make up a day after..well..I just couldn't mad at him for soo long..dammnn..did I say that he sing to me???aaarrgghhhh.......I need other method to change him!and have to control myself from melting from he SINGING!
can u imagine a love relationship without a word love,like, or missing??
I HATE YOU!(My BF of course)
but baby seungie just made my day! I love You!!!ekekeke...( he knows bout seungie..and again he doesn't show that he's jealous but I just knew it the moment he erase seungie pic from my phone wallpaper..duh..he said he doesn't do anything but..duhh..almost all seungie pic on my phone are been deleted after he pretending to borrow my phone!dduhh..boys will be boys..why being jealous over a virtual boy that I believe I will never gonna seeing him even in a thousand years??)