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The thought of being a graduate of Harvest Christian Academy hasn't settled in yet. I still feel accountable to all its rules and policies concerning student conduct and others as such. Feelings of attachment to the teachers as well as the staff linger as well. The thoughts of being free and walking the first steps of my life are dormant in the corner of my mind. Considering myself as an adult hasn't settled in any way or form possible. I guess I'm still holding onto my childhood . . . I am not phased or excited concerning the commencement of my higher education in college. In my high school years, I couldn't wait for college and the sense of independence I would feel by attending an institution of higher learning, but now I desire to attend high school again . . . to return back to my childhood. I'm truly going to miss all my friends. Some will be leaving and some will be staying and I hope that in the future we meet again. The thought of losing contact with my close friends brings me sadness. I can't bear the thought of never speaking to my friends. I hope that even if we lose contact that we would meet each other at an airport or a resturant and relive the good old days. My high school years have been exciting and surprisingly odd. I never would have thought to live all those experiences I had. I desire to go back to high school, to live the times once more. I don't want pictures . . I want the people. In my heart, I want to refuse all of you from leaving. Inevitably I know that some of us will lose contact in the near future and we will never speak again . . . going on in our seperate paths. I hope for dear life that this will never happen. I hope we become friends till the end, able to count on each other for both good and bad times. We must constantly email and call, telling each other of funny experiences, consoling with problems, and chatting of past times . . . lol. Do not forget the good times, the struggles, the laughter and the sorrow. You will all succeed in life and I hope I can be a part of it. Good luck in college graduates of 2005 and remember to look back on precious memories.